A hole in the weave of plans, that is what he found, and he put his hand right through it. That is how I felt New Year’s Day when Mister and I were walking along the water, with a Starbucks in hand. He looked at me and said, “what are you going to do with your life”? A hole, he found it, and put his hand right through it.
I am someone who goes with my gut and with the flow, usually without a sound plan. ‘Just see how it goes’ kind of person. Lately I’ve been more ‘if I want it, I’ve got to go out and get it’ but I do find myself being lazy and waiting for things to come. So when he asked me, “what are you going to do”, I realized my plan had a hole. A huge hole.
I knew what I wanted to do, but I had no plan on how I was going to get there, I just figured one day it would find me in this big universe. Somehow, right, it would?! Highly doubtful. I would probably get passed over. Sad I know.
Since that New Year day, I’ve been really thinking about my plan. How am I going to get from A to B? What steps do I need in place before I can take them? What do I need around me as my support? But most importantly, why am I doing this, what is the purpose? Other then reaching my goal?
And the answer, I need to do it, to prove to myself that I didn’t fail and persevered through it all. That I got the Gold star. So I’m going to put it out in the universe what my goal is. Because if I don’t tell you, how will anyone know?! So….here it goes.
What is your goal? Would you like to share it with the universe, perhaps we can help each other out!